That's pretty messed up.

Ah. I can't lead. If I can, then I've just been really bad at it. Had to cancel a performance on Friday. You know what? Every time I think of CCA, I get depressed. Haven't been around at all for a long time. No updates, no nothing. So much for a leadership role. My heart isn't in it, so go away. I don't need the extra burden.

Not gonna think about it. I need to fix things once I get back to school. I can't do anything now.

And a whole lot of stuff at work that gets me down.

And actually not a lot of stuff. I should be happy.

It's just one of those days.

I should take this opportunity to sleep early.